Random Musings

So, this is my first blog post.  I hope this works ok, and I hope I can keep it up…

Thoughts for today…  I’m lonely, Hubby’s gone for the weekend/all next week.  Just me and the kids.  Not that we normally go out on a Saturday night or anything, but today was particularly lonely.  I was so restless and just all around blah.  Called almost everyone I knew today, must have sounded totally pathetic!  Just wanted to be around other adults…  Even my mom wouldn’t talk to me today. 

Am I just pathetic, or what?  Taking the oldest out tomorrow for a day with just him and me.  I’m excited and can’t wait.  We both need this.  Baby takes way too much of my time, and it’s been awhile since G and I have had our time.  Missing it like crazy;  I’m so in love with him. 

Speaking of in love ~ I have been staring at these two boys for so long now, and you’d think that it might get old.  But nope, it don’t.  I keep wishing that I had a camera imbedded in my eyes, because I’d like to capture so many small moments that can only be seen at the times when you are least likely to have a camera…  Like when we’re all in bed, both boys are sleeping, and I look up and see the two most handsome, serene faces any mom could see.  Every time I think, “God I wish I had a camera!”  But know that if I were to get out of bed, that moment of serenity would be lost… 

{{Sigh}}